A
young lady has been battling with guilty conscience after having s*x
with her ex-lover, and later, bedding her husband on the same night
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Below is how a lady identified simply as Cynthia, shared her secret on a popular online platform and titled it - "My Confession."
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“Before you begin to judge me, know that I have judged myself. But I
will share anyway, in hopes that this will bring me some form of peace.
"I have been married for four years now, and two months ago, I
f*cked my ex boyfriend, returned home, then had s*x with my husband.
Here is how it happened.
"B and I dated years and years ago. We kept in touch since I got married and randomly sent messages back and forth.
"We actually never had s*xual conversations, we just checked in on
each other to see how the other was doing. My husband knew we
communicated but I am not sure he knew how much we really talked.
"He knew about my goals from the time we dated. This was one of the
things we talked about. He is a videographer and I do photography so we
shared ideas from time to time.
"One day, he suggested we open some kind of blog and suggested that
we should combine forces and do a project together. He and I talked at
length (through the phone) about it. Soon, it became time for us to meet
to settle some few things.
"I left work early one day to go visit him at his place which was
about 30 minutes from my office. I chose to go from work so I will not
be out too long since my husband would be expecting me at home. He did
not know of my meeting with B.
"On getting to B’s place, we talked for a while about our plans.
Then we started talking about our relationship. He said he missed me and
I just somehow ignored him.
"We were both sitting on his living room rug, then he came to sit
closer to me. He had his hand on my thighs but for some reason, I did
not move it.
"I let him talk about how much he missed me and how much he wished he was still with me while he stroked my thighs.
"He made his way up into my skirt and began touching me through my panties. I sat there, unmoving, and closed my eyes.
"Things escalated fast and soon my skirt was raised and I was
pinned underneath him. I can tell you that I literally closed my eyes
through this.
"I truly did miss him but I loved my husband. I could not bear to open my eyes and witness what I was doing.
"My body was aware, however, as I responded to his sweet, deep,
thrusts into me. By the time he was over, I got up, got dressed, walked
out and swore this was never going to happen again.
"When I got home, my husband was home already. I gave a mumbled
greeting and headed straight into our room to take off my clothes and
wash off the day’s sins.
"My husband came in to meet me as I was about to wrap a towel
around me. He asked me what was wrong, and I knew that if he kept
prodding, I will start crying and he will start worrying until I told
him.
"So, to change the subject I kissed him. He began kissing me
passionately and kissing my neck. I tried to push him away but I fear he
will get suspicious so when he removed the towel I had wrapped around
me and led me to the bed, I did not resist.
"He made love to me, gently and lovingly, the way he always does.
The idea that he was soon spilling his seed in me the way B did about an
hour ago repulsed and turned me on at the same time.
"I hated that the idea even made me hornier and wetter, so it was truly a conflict.
"When it was all over, I laid there and wondered if the dripping out of me was from my man or from my ex-boyfriend.“